Chocolate Peanut Butter Coconut Squares, Vegan and No-Bake

Vegan No-Bake Chocolate Peanut Butter Coconut SquaresI think there is a frenetic bumblebee stuck inside my chest. I think he is flying in circles around my sternum, breathless, whizzing, so fast as to be only a blur, so fast that even he, in his wild zooming, can’t be sure whether his movements are borne of excitement or terror.

I cannot feel still tonight. I can sit still, yes, but I cannot feel still. Something is coming. Change is coming. It is like the way the air smells before a thunderstorm hits on a stifling summer’s day: electric, fresh, new, dangerous. I am balanced on the balls of my feet, ready to spring, even as I sit here calmly, carefully, slowly typing these words.

Vegan No-Bake Chocolate Peanut Butter Coconut SquaresI want to dance madly in the moonlight and I want to collapse in a giggling heap of limbs on a Twister mat at 3am and I want to play Catch and Kiss in an empty school playground after walking precariously across the monkey bars with hands out for balance and I want to stand on the edge of a cliff dizzily carolling echoes into the abyss and I want I want I want I want I don’t know but I feel and it’s coming and I want I want I want.

Vegan No-Bake Chocolate Peanut Butter Coconut SquaresFor now, I will calm the whirling inside with these vegan no-bake chocolate peanut butter coconut squares. Enticingly sweet dates, rich peanut butter, dark cocoa, thrumming vanilla, white-bright coconut. Dairy-free, gluten-free, sweet but not cloying, chewy and soft and perfect and beckoning.

I can almost pretend that these are all I want.

And yet, and yet, can’t you smell the storm whispering through the air?

Submitted to Ricki’s Wellness Weekend, Healthy Vegan Friday, Raw Foods Thursdays, and Allergy-Friendly Lunchbox Love.

Raw Vegan Mini Mango Lime Cheesecakes

Can I be honest with you for a minute? Just a wee minute?

There are a few things I need to get off my chest.

Raw Vegan Mini Mango Lime Cheesecakes

such as

for example

this morning

I poured unsweetened vanilla almond milk

over my bowl of All-Bran

let it sit for ten minutes

to soak through and become soft

and then

I topped the whole thing

with a layer of crackly-sweet-sugar-crackly kettlecorn

because

you see

I am both seventy years old and five years old.

the heart wants what the heart wants.

Raw Vegan Mini Mango Lime Cheesecakes

also

another secret

(shhhh now)

is sometimes I wake up

and I can’t breathe for giddiness at

this shining glorious

exhilarating world

but sometimes I wake up

and I can’t breathe for fear

that everything will come crashing down

around me.

tiptoe now.

Raw Vegan Mini Mango Lime Cheesecakes

one more

last secret

I made these brilliant

raw vegan

mini mango lime cheesecakes

exactly one year ago

and I forgot to share them with you.

but I never forgot the taste:

creamy sweet rich-mango luscious

perfect perfect

(like a Weis bar, but better,

because vegan)

and the base

so nutty wonderful.

one night

my parents and I

ate these mini mango cheesecakes while watching Chocolat

into the early hours of the morning.

we saw the stars.

Raw Vegan Mini Mango Lime Cheesecakes

P.S. For a similar recipe but far nicer photos (the camera that took these photos a year ago was a sad old beast only able to work on a macro setting), check out at my mini raw vegan huckleberry plum cheesecakes.

Submitted to Ricki’s Wellness Weekend and Healthy Vegan Friday.

Pistachio Rosewater No-Bake Vegan Heavenly Bites

Pistachio Rosewater No-Bake Vegan Heavenly Bites

If there’s one thing I’ve missed about home over these past three months of travelling, it’s my food processor. No, wait. I mean my entire kitchen and pantry. No, wait! I mean my family and friends. I’ve definitely missed my family and friends the most. Yep.

But, you know, I’ve been in constant contact with my loved ones through email and Skype. I know how their lives are progressing, and I’m constantly sending hugs and kisses through the computer screen (hang on, does that make me sound less than reputable?). What doesn’t work virtually, however, is making vegan nut-based treats in a food processor.

I’ve missed making my raw vegan heavenly bites. I really have.

Pistachio Rosewater No-Bake Vegan Heavenly Bites

Now that I’m looking to settle in Toronto (at least for the winter months), I have high hopes of getting back to regularly making treats such as today’s Pistachio Rosewater No-Bake Vegan Heavenly Bites. In fact, this recipe might even be the first I recreate upon finding my own kitchen, because gosh golly Miss Molly, they’re utterly fabulous.

Vibrant with green-flecked and distinctly-delicious pistachios and sesame seeds, given body via rolled oats and sweetness through agave, and dazzled into exotic excitement by a sprinkling of rosewater, these no-bake (high raw) pistachio rosewater bites are perfect for those moments where you want something sweet yet healthy, easy to make yet complex in flavour, and just a tad little tiny bit addictive.

I hope you like these as much as I did, back in Australia, and intend to, here in Canada.

Pistachio Rosewater No-Bake Vegan Heavenly Bites

Submitted to Ricki’s Wellness Weekend and Healthy Vegan Friday.

Raw Vegan Mini Huckleberry Cheesecakes

Raw Vegan Mini Huckleberry Plum Cheesecakes

take one idyllic mountain escape

complete with breathtaking, soul-melting sunsets

downy-soft ducklings

and unwavering friendship

Raw Vegan Mini Huckleberry Plum Cheesecakes

mix it together with a cascading bowl

of bejewelled and just-picked radiant huckleberries

juicy golden farm-fresh plums

creamy cashews and queenly coconut oil

sweet Medjool dates

cashews sesame sunflower seeds

perhaps a luminescent sprig of emerald mint

Raw Vegan Mini Huckleberry Plum Cheesecakes

and you will find that

the epitome of sweet-fresh-creamy-rich-zingy-refreshing-luxurious perfection

(on a caramel nutty base)

is encapsulated in

the most gorgeous

raw vegan mini huckleberry plum cheesecakes

you ever did see

or taste.

so go on.

taste.

Raw Vegan Mini Huckleberry Plum Cheesecakes

Submitted to Ricki’s Wellness Weekend and Raw Foods Thursdays.

Fresh Huckleberry Plum Smoothies, and Being Laura Ingalls Wilder in Carmel Valley

Huckleberries Plum Smoothie

With two days in San Francisco under our belts, Jeniqua and I set off on Saturday morning to wend our way, via Caltrain, bus, and private vee-hick-el, to her current place of residence in the mountains. For the sake of Jeniqua’s (and the owner’s) privacy, I shan’t give exact coordinates, but suffice it to say that I’ve spent the past week on a mountain farm in the Monterey/Big Sur/Carmel Valley area, and

it

was

breath-taking

idyllic

real

above-clouds

warm-earth

sweet

fresh

breath-taking.

Big Sur/Carmel Valley Mountains

When we arrived, I discovered I’d be sleeping in my own private attic-loft, and my heart fell in an instant for this room that made me feel like I was Laura Ingalls Wilder.

Merlin's Perch Attic

Oh, how I adore the words that flew from Laura Ingalls Wilder’s pen, and oh, how I dreamed as a kid of living her life (minus the malaria and periods of near-starvation and farming struggles, but plus an extra-strength Almanzo, if you please).

As I stepped into the attic I felt my heart leap again in my chest, for the farm’s owner and Jeniqua’s friend, Lloyd, had placed not only a fresh bouquet of flowers by my bed, but a little box of chocolate covered cacao nibs on my pillow too.

Flowers and Trader Joe's Chocolate Covered Cacao Nibs

Thank you, Lloyd. You are magical and made me feel truly welcome.

Trader Joe's Chocolate Covered Cacao Nibs

(I also appreciated honing my mountain goat skills by climbing up and down the near-vertical steps to the attic, particularly at 3am with a head-torch strapped to my head.

Yes, a head-torch. Sometimes I’m so glamorous I can’t even stand it.)

Scary vertical attic steps

One of the most wonderful parts of my farm visit was the abundance of fresh fruit always readily available, including fruit I’ve never had the chance to try before.

Like huckleberries.

Fresh huckleberries recipe

Sweet, tart, tangy, juicy, delicious huckleberries, which I spent two hours sorting and picking over one afternoon, neck burning in the sun as I swatted bugs away from my (mine, all mine!) bounty.

Fresh Huckleberry Plum Smoothie

Once the sour green huckleberries and twigs had been removed from the ripe glowing berries, Jeniqua and I called in Lloyd and the WWOOFers with the promise of frosty sweet huckleberry smoothies.

Listen ye well: our smoothies were magnificent. Into one batch went huckleberries, burstingly-ripe yellow plums, almond milk, vanilla, and ice. Into another went peaches, huckleberries, agave, ice, and almond coconut milk.

All sweet, all locally picked or foraged, all refreshing, all perfect.

Fresh Huckleberry Plum Smoothie

Question Time: Have you had huckleberries before? What did you do with them?

Ooh, I finally have something for Ricki’s Wellness Weekend and Healthy Vegan Friday again!