by Hannah on April 6, 2012
Thank you for your wonderful words following my last post. And, of course, for your magical-through-the-ether hugs. I’ve struggled to write today’s post. At first, I followed my modus operandi of using language and imagery to avoid being specific. I wrote about how my chest feels heavy and numb at the same time, and how [...]
by Hannah on April 4, 2012
Breathe. Pottering in my parents’ kitchen, nuts toasting, sugar pillowing up into glossy meringue, singing Baby Mine from Dumbo and wishing that a baby giraffe tied up in a bundle would miraculously drift through my window too. Breathe. Counting down the minutes for the coffee to infuse, carefully placing three different types of chocolate into [...]
by Hannah on March 11, 2012
Delicious Apple and Almond Tart from Silo Bakery, courtesy of Jeniqua. 1. I think every car should come with two horns. The first would blaze out a sound of pure fury, for use when a Fool Driver has almost side-swiped your car, failed to indicate, or didn’t properly obey the sacred rules of roundabouts. The [...]
by Hannah on March 9, 2012
During my primary school years, my best friend and I used to play Barbies a lot. It’s a testament to the power of childhood imagination that we found our storylines endlessly fascinating, despite that fact that they were all variations on the same plot. Good Barbie meets Ken. Good Barbie and Ken Fall in Love. [...]
by Hannah on March 1, 2012
Here is what my head currently feels like: (The tiny wonky smiles are there to remind me that even when everything seems like anxiety and nausea, there are always moments in the day that reflect the magical laughing sparkling brilliance of life. And, right now, those moments are due to wonderful, wonderful beloved friends making [...]
by Hannah on February 16, 2012
Life doesn’t always do what you want it to do. What you expect it to do. What you dig your fingernails into your palms and draw blood from your lips and feel choked deep in your throat needing/longing/hoping for it to do. Sometimes you wake up and find that a friendship has disappeared, slowly but [...]
by Hannah on February 5, 2012
That stupid stupid vicious cycle of demon-doom whereby you can’t sleep because the stress won’t stop clawing at your consciousness and blurring your vision despite your attempts to calm yourself down by singing Air at 3am in a faux-happy-semi-hysterical voice (just watch me spark / I glow in the dark) and then the dragging sense [...]
by Hannah on February 1, 2012
One of the downsides of being an over-achieving perfectionist is that when you come across something you can’t do, you tend not to cope very well. And I don’t mean “can’t do” in the sense of not being the best (although that itself is hard enough to deal with). No, when I say “can’t do”, [...]
by Hannah on December 23, 2011
Right now it seems like anyone who’s anyone in the food blogging world is writing about Christmas. Everywhere you turn, bloggers are offering up homemade truffles, deeply spiced cookies, caramelised nuts, jams, chocolate barks, anything flavoured with peppermint or eggnog, all bundled up in pretty jars or crinkling cellophane to be given to your nearest [...]
by Hannah on October 24, 2011
I had last Friday all planned out. I was going to get up early and go to work for five hours. I was then going to head over to my parents’ house with my friend Fi. At 2pm, my parents were going to drive the four of us to the coast for the Moruya Jazz [...]